Motherhood right now.
My little boy turns 3 in two weeks. 3!
I know what motherhood is with a baby. It’s a steep learning curve, moments where you’ve never loved anyone this much and in this way before, indescribable exhaustion, a new sense of self as a woman, wife and mother.
And then all of sudden they’re no longer babies and want nothing to do with babyhood.
I’m now learning that life with a little boy toddler is joyful, heart stopping and exasperating in equal measure. But that’s motherhood.
It’s those moments where they test the boundaries, along with your patience.
The moments where they strain to assert their independence in the most amazing ways (Mama, I will get it. Mama, I will put my shoes on. Mama, I will put the alarm on(!)).
The moments where their total lack of fear and sense of danger send your heart into your throat.
And those little, sweet moments that make everything worth it. When they give you an unprompted thank you, an unprompted kiss. When they turn to you and say, “Mama, I love you so much, I like you so much.”